i haven't written anything here for 11 months. 

It made me reflect on how i can never follow thru with anything i start.  Ayayaay.  I think this will be my new  year's resolution....

1. finish anything i start (with no regrets)

2.   be more "zen"

3.  stop complaining

 

wow. hard. happy new year to whoever reads this!

In that moment, there was no else I wanted to sit next to. Nobody else I longed to hold. No other lips I craved to kiss. But that moment was lost as soon as it began. Absorbed by the infinite space between our fingertips, merely inches away from one another. The infinite space filled with regrets, lost loves, fear, anger, denial, secrets and worse, platonic friendship. I held back from living out what could've been the most beautiful moment because. just because. there are a million reasons why. i glance at you, but pretend to be staring out the window. i'm paranoid that you can hear my thoughts.

ANG HIRAP PUMAYAT!!!!!!!

roar.

I'm going to be posting pictures that maximize my Lomi's potential...(read: when people are actually moving...) As the title connotes, i'm gonna be changing the picture here every week so if you miss it...sorry! hehe.

week 1: Aaron (the band's bassist) and I at the Kitchie Nadal gig last thursday It was pretty memorable because i got to go up and sing with her. woohoo, rockstar fantasies rekindled.




week 2: Aidan, my favorite nephew. I don't even need to explain, do I? he's not only Über-cute, but he's intelligent, sweet and just a burst of sunshine SIGH. siyempre, mana sa ninang. hahaha.

When we were taking these pictures, I had to tell people (or myself) to move. Because my new Lomo takes four pictures in 1 second, it would look a lot nicer if the subject of the photo was moving. It was difficult at first. Some people just couldn't shake the "freeze and say cheese" habit. But then we got used to it after awhile.






That's me eating my soup. And me and Rhed jogging daw..but you can't see our hands....so what the hell. And then there's me and Pao up-close. Just three samples for now. My scanner is all screwy so I had to take a picture of the photo..how pathetic is that. sigh. I learned that the closer, the better with this camera. MOre experimentation soon.

*** Just finished my exams today :D wheeeeee!!! And then we have a practical exam and a quiz na tomorrow. Yes, that's the game and that's the cycle in medschool.

***I made a bet with Kim to lose 7 pounds by March 1. I went into it so confident, but then i realized i've never lost that much, EVER, even at my most fit/feeling-fit stages. Hence, I am now trying out the south beach diet. Day 1 today. sigh. I miss my carbohydrates

my friends (akafellas, ella, edil and the rest) re-named me Bettina last night.

weirdos.

i like it though... hahaha.

we also renamed Rhed "Kumar". And on that note..our dear friend Rhed/Kumar left for the US again yesterday! no more tears from our end....more like...can't wait for the next pasalubongs. mwahahaha.

Also finished roll of film #1 with "lomi", my new lomo camera. Not all the pictures came out..some were over/underdeveloped. But the ones that did come out were pretty cool. will try to post some when i figure out the scanner.

Oops, i still have two exams left for tomorrow. that minor detail escaped my mind. ay.